There are SERIOUSLY not enough hours in the day. Honest. Between 10 hour shifts. 3 hours of homework, and coordinating Drew & Chad's schedule - having down time is somewhat impossible! First off I AM very grateful that I even have a job- but a damn good paying one at that! & second, the fact that I have the luxury of going to school online so that I can work full time, is enough said. The issue I face is having a positive attitude that the job I am doing- is a means to an end- and that I am not going to get complacent and "stuck". I already SWORE I would never go back to retail, and well that lasted a whole 3 months. lol but a job is a job and school is NOT something that is getting put on hold anymore. I am more determined to finish quickly then I think I've ever been! I can't wait to actually do something I genuinely enjoy! To have a set schedule, summers and holidays off- and most importantly, be on the same schedule as my baby boy! Who, isn't really much of a baby anymore! In a very short time (7 months) that baby boy of mine is going to be turning 6! Where the HECK did the time go? I blinked and he was speaking full sentences (having a very large opinion at that!) ha!
I am so proud of him! The last year hasn't been- well there isn't really a way to explain it. He never seems to amaze me on how strong and independent he is! My heart wouldn't be where it is now if it wasn't for him and Chad. I am one very very VERY blessed girl!! I love just being in company of those two! Most of the time I'm chopped liver when they are together! Just sitting on the couch, or playing the kinect- it warms my heart! :) Not to mention we are pretty much adjusted and moved into the new place-- and it's perfect! I LOVE my home!!! (and the one's in it!!) I thank God daily for the blessing he has brought in my life... and my dad for watching over us and keeping my little man safe!!
